For one thing, I can never express my feelings to people. For another, I can never express them to myself. I can’t even keep a journal for god’s sake! You don’t know how frustrating it is to have so much to say, or just put out there, and no means of doing so. 

That’s why I cry all the time! Because I’m frustrated. I’m not sad, or upset, just ….frustrated. 

You see, I can’t even find a synonym for frustrated! WHY am I so illiterate? :(